i m... difficult. - Fumbling Me

I trip and fall very easily. I usually say what I am not supposed to say. I lead a fumbling lifestyle.

i m… difficult.

i guess after a while sitting in the canteen, with that bacon & egg sub in my hand, me fighting the wind from blowing away my napkins, i thought, why not just let the wind blow the napkins away?

drop the sandwich. n go with wind.

my life is as such.

i hold on to things like napkins. necessary, but readily available. just curious why i can’t let it go.

perhaps i m difficult. yes, me, an adjective. i’ve been a noun (nuts) for long.