This is a word to sum up my current feeling.
There is no need for me to feel angry but I still feel so.
Have I been focusing on the wrong things all the while?
Have I not changed on how I perceive? Always at certain junctures then I feel that I am wrong about them. By then, it always seems to be me that doesn’t have the wider perception of life.
Really… Tell me is it by any chance, my fault that Tumblr is all over the place?
It is always a pity that whenever you try new things and they don’t work out, you run back to the former. Unless you have totally shut that previous one down, it is wise to leave a leeway for yourself.
But some things, once you leave them, you can’t go back to them.
No matter how much you miss or like it.
Memories etched inside are good reminders of how wonderful the past has been and stark contrast how shitty current life can be isn’t it? It is always the contrasting that brings out the goodness (or the shittyness).
After so long… I am finally back on Tumblr again! Yes, the hiatus was a couple of months.
Wait a minute, what hiatus? Ask Tumblr. Or my computers. Shrugs.
So people, it is not that I don’t want to Tumblr.
Again, who is here? Ha ha ha…
This is to assure you that I have been trying to log in to Tumblr.
Some updates…
I spent (what’s new).
Amanda went off to Aussie.
Michael Jackson passed away.
I have three more weeks to the end of my attachment.
Okay.
Those are the updates.
For more information, please check Twitter. (twitter.com/fumbletong)
Yes I am.
For lots of reasons.
You know it.
I know it.
I don’t talk about it.
You don’t talk about it.
We don’t talk about it.
At least that’s a start. Consoling huh?
It is really a case of as long as there is vegetable, I am on diet. With lots of candy by the side. Just like smoking. I smoke one less a day to start quitting. But when my friend offers me one, it is not my fault. The motion of being less guilty through other means except your own.
That explains why gymnasiums charge extorbitant prices. But many will say, “I will eventually lie there 24 hours a day. It is a matter of time and how.”
Very human. Pushing blame to everything except yourself. Well…
